Sunday, July 31, 2005
Hmm my posts are always like bout yesterday. Ok this is what happened on friday. Gp lesson first, as interesting as always. Then saw chey ying crying halfway. wondered why. Many girls have been crying this year indeed. Halfway thru chem went to hall. Then realised why she cried. Mrs ho, crying, announced that an odac year one girl died. Shocking of course. Take nothing for granted, hmm. Treasure life! Dont just keep mugging and forget more important things! Ah always saying that but this is singapore sadly. Dan thought Mrs ho was going to announce that there have been thefts in the labs or something. During the break i had a mighty long chat with freddy. Truth is i felt like a retard after more than half an hour of 'enlightenment' talks with him. Was reading some bio stuff when he came over and initially discuss bio stuff. It soon became crap which triggered even crappier response from me as usual. We had no idea what we were talking. Then played squashminton in the afternoon before bio remedial. O squashminton only became a sport that day. Basically played 2 on 2 badminton with squash rackets and ball in squash court. With a lot of reckless smahsing of course. Its quite a miracle my racket survived all the throws and tosses.
Parents day at 6. Had to expect the worst of course. James was before me. Heard M.F tan telling his father and him that he shouldnt restrict his career to just teaching. Then my turn. I had warned my parents that tan was indeed a M.F. But ppl like him are relatively smart and he knew how to change image and adapt, much like a chameleon, hypocritical creatures, just that he is by far uglier. His tone that day was gentle and warm. His hair was made down, no spike. So he told my parents that i have not been doing work, accused me of copying work, skipping other lessons. Which were not true of course. He was bringing me down in a nice tone, while my father was defending me desperately - That i have always been a good student and many good things from the past that is. But he said he couldnt understand what happened to me upon entering jc. M.F tan suggested bad company. Says he doesnt like seeing the three of us together. My parents seemed hurt. My father especially. Was telling me how much i have dropped. I was quiet throughout. i knew i had let them down. But he did understand the fact that M.F tan sucks. As a lecturer himself he knew the consequences of having a screwed up teacher. He told me to conc on studying now then show the triple As to that M.F and abuse him in whatever way after collecting results. M.F still holds tremendous power now of course, for he is writing our testi.
I want my parents to be happy again. Its gonna be a stern test of determination and resolve for me. And i want to fuck the M.F's cunt with decent enough results.
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ABOUT ME (:
Likes: kicking balls, roofing, beaching, laning, stoning, chilling, light sabre fighting
Music: Progressive House, Trance(Coldharbour, Markus Schulz), Cranberries, Jewel
Fav Players: Patrice Evra, Park Ji-Sung, Ryan Giggs, Carrick, Scholes
Fav Tv shows: The OC, House, South Park, Simpsons, Prison Break
Movies: Infernal Affairs, Crush, Starwars trilogy, Spidey, LOTR, Batman begins

