_In A State Of Trance

Monday, October 31, 2005

If i were to blog some of the things that are constantly on my mind, i fear i might be taken to court. No i dont hate them or whatever, just offering the stone cold dark truth. So we were talking bout whether there is actually community in singapore, interracial bonding and stuff. I have this common perception that most ppl dont have true friends from the minority races. So i asked around and i was actually quite surprised, though i still think their definition of friend is the hi bye type. Haha the stark truth is i never had a malay or indian classmate in my life before! I guess that er sort of played a part into shaping some of my thoughts. I mean racist jokes were like the punctuation of most conversations since primary school. Of course its not like i am those kuklux clan type of extremist out to wipe out the supposed unpure, weaker race.But i guess there is a possibility that some of my thoughts are not the most fair. But every race is racist to some extent la. The malays who dominate and crowd most street soccer courts would just bulldoze the chinese minority off the courts with their rough antics. I believe i have some bruises to show for it. During hurricane katrina, the blacks who were the majority in the dome that housed the refugees, totally abused the whites. Well how long can we remain under this cloud of harmonious interracial pretense. Maybe forever.
My team got raped at the riverside 4-1 on sat. Seriously the glory days are over man. Theres no use having rooney, ruud and ronaldo when the ball cant reach them consistently with the 3 rubbish central players we have.
Happy haloween anyway.

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Haiz what can i say? sorry jeff. Really, i cant help it that my parents dont trust me. I mean who knows ns may even provide more freedom than what i have now. Seriously man i think they expect me to be some nerd or something.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I dont know if its because i have been listening too long to the morning show, but i am actually finding vernon and justin kinda entertaining, though still inferior to glenn and rod. I mean vernon was really shitty during jive drive last time. At least now he can bully justin.
It was fucking cold in the ice space today. Finally living up to its name. Peng started sneezing not long after he entered. Together with my already stuffed nose of one or two weeks, we started a pile of mucusiated toilet tissues. Ah hehe, the toilet paper mysteriously disappeared from ny toilets... weird.
Ever thought about ten year series books becoming attractive? So we were thinking, its quite a viable business setup aint it. I mean every singaporean teenager will lay their hands on a tys like it or not. But its pretty turn off aint it. I mean looking at the boring covers and headings. But, but what if it was a Nike tys. O and forget about the thick and bulky book. What about a seven year series with reduced crap and nicer fonts? And a few lucky buyers will find free movie passes inside. Hows that? O o and what about a foreword by lets say... Linkin Park! And a cover with nice colours and animations, which we figured maybe daniel can do. Good eh?

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Friday, October 21, 2005

U know, at the rate we are consuming cup noodles, i just hope we make it to the a levels with any hair left!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Colorgenics:
You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.
Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.
You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

Hmm.. interesting.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

On a sidenote, i want to thank the experts at tomcoyote forum for helping me rid the tons of malware, trojans, worms, trackers, spyware, adware from my com, for free.

I never thought i would be leaving my family, friends so soon. For a moment it seemed like ns was the monster pulling me away from my sacred belonging, my domain. It was like facing the end of the first chapter of my life. Leaving the comfort zone to face the beasts, the demons of the world. Once i leave, will i return as foothegreat or foo the tanned? Will i lose touch with the ppl i have met over the 18 years of my life as i go into isolation in the jungles? Will i be missed? What the **** have i been doin this past 18 years? I guess its too much to stomach. One moment u leap over the giant hurdle of the A levels, the next u get thrown right into the abyss of a new life. The interval: About 2 weeks. No celebrations, just enough time to say a goodbye to everyone. No time to leave a last mark in yr social life. My hopes, wishes, cravings came tumbling down from the sky straight into the trenches we will have to soon dig. Things like chalets, holidays, soccer, job, learnin new stuff, roaming, roofing, eating shit, fighting, wrestling, being an ass will soon be things of the past. Its like a dam being contructed on 8 december to stop the flow of youth, euphoria. From boyz to men. I guess the biggest anxiety plaguing us is the fear of change. Yup no more room to play, alas it is time to mature, though i wonder if i ever will. Well, me, jeff, james and fred shall be the first ones in 04s1a to bid farewell. The timing of departure couldnt have been worse, when certain groups in the class have shown signs of solidifying. I have met some pretty good ppl. But still, like the sands of time, i fear all these will slip through our fingers...

Whats most important is that as we run, as we are running all the time, we run side by side, hand in hand, so we dont get separated.

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sianzzz
Brief summary of friday's events. Celebrated james' birthday. Ha that ass sort of knew we were planning something already la. In the canteen he saw the cake box but then we pretend there is nothing, then he walked away. Had to run to get him back, celebrated outside lt4, the study tables there. Woo we attracted alot of attention. The ruggers even volunteered to be the birthday choir. So james got his 'huge' cake and a little surprise inside. He thought it was a tomato! and later he exclaimed about the length of the condom. O and i prepared a present for james in a box, wrapped in his favourite robinson's wrapper. Well after scrambling through the newspapers he found a strawberry sweet. hehe.
And then we mugged, yes what else. O we had billy and betty the bananas to accompany us! Decided to go for a game of squash with peng. Peng suggested we aim for the fans on each side. Boy o boy! My first shot directly wrecked the fan! The whole cover came down and we were squealing with delight. Got it fixed in the end. Peng was in his relentless pursuit of hitting down one of the lights, til the ball got stuck in the lights!
Fighting some trojans. Halfway through. Just killed the spyware and adware. Til then, limited blogging. Not that i am an avid blogger anyway.

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Ok. Its distracting. Theres this huge fly flying around now. And this huge lizard trying to catch it for supper. Sneaky fella. Its hiding behind the cupboard waiting. Can see its head. Wah just now when the fly fly by it leaped out, almost catching it. But the fly is just too fast. There seem to be many new species of flies i see everyday. This one is huge and makes a lot of sound, with funny legs. Saw a beautiful one earlier, whole body blue colour.

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We took eating in ny to a new level on fri. I guess the in thing now is bulk eating. O yes my fantasy was fulfilled when i managed to get the other dudes to do it. Its like ppl eat yong tau fu always take one by one, why not take the whole tray? Help them clear food also. The aunty thought we were joking. Thought she wouldnt let us do it but instead she gave us a rice cooker container for yong tau fu! Awesome. We are going to bulk eat and clear out more stalls next week. Whole chicken la, whole water melon la, whole drink dispenser la, lets do it.
O have been eating pretty healthily the past few days. I loathed salads since young so its been quite a new taste for me. Me and peng were walking around, seemingly carrying a huge green pen each. Then we munched! It was celery! Juicy! Could enter the library just like that. O boy carrots seem to taste better raw to me. Funny, my ears seem to be growing longer...
2 wins for united this week. Fergie finally placing more emphasis on attack. And it was good watching giggs tormenting the left flank again. And fergie finally played the ideal formation that was on my mind, 4-4-2 or 4-2-3-1 accomodating giggs, park, rooney and rvn. And they scored 3 in a 3-2 win over fulham. Paul scholes has been pretty off key and it is right to drop him.

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