Sunday, April 16, 2006
Its been quite a trying time really. 2 weeks of platoon ic in this new environment. As more and more ppl get long term statuses or posted out i remain status free.. albeit foolishly.. Have half a mind on downgrading, but there simply is nothing seriously wrong with my body. damn. Coming from mohawk, the physical demands here are still tolerable but with each passing week the drain on my sanity and mental well being becomes more.. Nonetheless, think i shall soldier on. Book outs have never been more precious than before man. The feeling of dread before booking in has never been worse than this.. There was light at the end of the tunnel when i was in tekong but it seems to be only an abyss here.. There were plenty of stars to look up to in tekong.. but can only see one now here..
Yea i know. Nothing but negativity. But thats what blogs are for right.
Nah but the optimism and craziness in me will keep me going. I hope.
look at the stars ;
Sunday, April 02, 2006
2 weeks in my new unit.
Feels as though all my life has been sucked out.
Its not the discipline, the pt but the sheer boredom of the whole camp that's killing.
O and a greater task of miggling with the hokkien ping( they make up 70%)..
All the kaninahs and chee byes as punctuations. The daily talks bout screwing each other's moms and visiting the best parts of geylang. The daily singing of songs encouraging smoking...
Filled with sergeants who smoke whole day and give smoking breaks freely, been inhaling dangerous amounts of second hand smoke daily.
Fucked up.
In danger of losing my sanity and identity as this goes on man.
But this is a journey towards self discovery, my true self and values...
I will pull through it.
Or maybe u will find me in tatoos, cigarette one hand in the not too distant future...
look at the stars ;
ABOUT ME (:
Likes: kicking balls, roofing, beaching, laning, stoning, chilling, light sabre fighting
Music: Progressive House, Trance(Coldharbour, Markus Schulz), Cranberries, Jewel
Fav Players: Patrice Evra, Park Ji-Sung, Ryan Giggs, Carrick, Scholes
Fav Tv shows: The OC, House, South Park, Simpsons, Prison Break
Movies: Infernal Affairs, Crush, Starwars trilogy, Spidey, LOTR, Batman begins

