Monday, March 21, 2011
She's gone. The sooner I accept it the better. It won't be easy blocking her out of my life.
How do u let go of something u like so much? How do u tell yourself that everything has been for nothing?
Perception is screwed. I am too naive.
I need to move on. Let my emotional energy be directed at my Honours topic.
Trance shall be my redemption once again.
Take over my mind and instill me with yr coldharbour passion, Markus Schulz
look at the stars ;
Sunday, March 13, 2011
So here I am experiencing the emotional roller coaster again. Cant stop thinking of her after seeing her. I need to put my thoughts into actions and plans. This applies to my Honours stuff as well...
This song just totally expresses how I feel now:
Keo Nozari - Close Enough (Noel Sanger Remix)
I have kept my distance.
Independent. On my own.
A superficial witness
with love I'd touch and go.
Could it be
for my own protection
I have only gone halfway?
Could it be
my fear of rejection
drove your love away?
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
It's hard to stay afloat
when you try and you try and you try.
I say don't get too close
protect yourself from love.
Yet, I find it hurts the most
when you try and you try and you try
and you're not close enough.
Crowded room of people
I pretend to know.
I'd rather be a stranger.
I choose to walk alone.
Could it be
living on the outside
is much more than I can take?
Honestly,
I'd reach for affection
but it only slips away.
look at the stars ;
ABOUT ME (:
Likes: kicking balls, roofing, beaching, laning, stoning, chilling, light sabre fighting
Music: Progressive House, Trance(Coldharbour, Markus Schulz), Cranberries, Jewel
Fav Players: Patrice Evra, Park Ji-Sung, Ryan Giggs, Carrick, Scholes
Fav Tv shows: The OC, House, South Park, Simpsons, Prison Break
Movies: Infernal Affairs, Crush, Starwars trilogy, Spidey, LOTR, Batman begins
